hey guys, just wanted to let you know what going on, since it seems like every journal that ive posted lately has be udderly pointless C:

• Laptop Problem
as most of you know if you read the journal =Shinerai so dearly posted for me, my laptop is broken. AGAIN. its the same problem as last time, and im seriously on the verge of just giving up on that piece of shit. concequently, i wont be getting on as often as i was, but ill still be checking messages almost daily because i have computer access at school and sometimes at home C: no worries


• To-Do List
HAH. yet another problem my laptop is causing me is that well..if theres no laptop, theres no photoshop! c: isnt that just wonderful? SO, many of the things on my to-do list will have to be put on hold because 1. my traditional art doesnt touch my digital, and i dont want to do a shitty job, and 2. school gives me enough traditional shit to do, i dont need anymore added to that list D:


• Contest
soo, it seemed like quite a few of you sounded interested in my 'draw me a xyle' contest, but i havent heard anything from any of you D: can i get some feedback maybe? just to know wheather or not its even worth my time to organize it or not. that would be much appretiated :'> oh, and another thing, im not sure if you all were confused by the phrase 'draw me a xyle', but xyle isnt a breed he is my sona, so for the contest, you would be drawing me a picture of xyle himself..get it? o-O

IS KILLING ME! D:< my teacher decided it would be a good idea to give us 5 art projects, and a powerpoint to do, all at the same time WTF?! |< so ive been working to get these paintings done, and its like theres these 4 assignments, and then one where you have to recreate a famous artists piece, and make a powerpoint on the artist. so im thinking 'okay, well surely hell have us turn the artist thing in latest, because its kind of a bigger project. c:' PFTTTT I COULDNT BE MORE WRONG. i come into class today and he asks me if im ready to present. >.> are you kidding me? i dont even know who my artist is that im going to do. GREAT. now i have so much work to do in a week....*grumblegrumble*

oh, and lets not forget, we got our interums last week! 8D joy joy! my friend got hers and i saw she had an 8% in the class, im thinking to myself "DAMN THAT SUCKS", so i get mine back, and what do I have? a 4.3something. yeah. isnt that fantastic? |:



on the other hand, life is going pretty well. im trying to loose some weight, and eat healthier because i want to be in shape again. |< having to walk up to the third story every morning for first period is rather ridiculous, in my opinion, because by the time i get up there im grabbing for my inhaler, or laying on the floor dying. c: now tell me THATS not embarassing.



mmm, cant really think of much else to say, which i can understand because this is a huge journal and i should probably stop writing now C: toodles